Monday, September 2, 2013

Jump the Gun excerpt by Lori L Lake

In Jump the Gun by Lori L. Lake, Dez Reilly, a patrol sergeant with the Saint Paul Police, is trying to decide on her career direction: To SWAT? Or to Investigations? Or does she continue with the patrol supervision she is heartily tired of?

Jaylynn Savage cheerfully patrols the city’s skyways and is happy living with Dez, the love of her life. But a colleague is murdered and before Dez and Jaylynn are even able to process the loss, a witness is killed, Dez is targeted by a dangerous man, and nobody they love is safe. Can Dez protect those she loves and also stop a nameless, face-less murderer?


Lori L. Lake’s fourth novel in The Gun Series is full of twists and surprises. Don’t miss this one if you enjoy a suspenseful and entertaining mystery/thriller.

Jump the Gun
Quest Books by Regal Crest (July 10, 2013)
  • ISBN-10: 1935053507
  • ISBN-13: 978-1935053507

Excerpt:

Chapter One

Dez Reilly tightened her grip on the stock of a sawed-off shotgun. She scanned the area outside the bank through thick, plate-glass windows while concentrating her peripheral vision on the hostages. As she shifted out of sight to the side of the window, the loaded handgun in the pocket of her long, gray duster bumped against the wall. She carried replacement magazines in the other pocket of her coat.

She stood above a man who lay lifeless on the floor, the sticky fluid on his chest a clear testament to his recent death. Glimpsing movement through the window of the brightly lit bank, she backed away from line of sight and shouted, “Hurry up, Bobby! It’s time to get the hell out of here!”

A siren sounded in the distance. Dez saw the vehicles barreling their way. “That’s it, boys,” she yelled. “We’re out. Now!” She dropped to one knee next to the bank guard and pulled at the keys hooked on his belt. They came away attached to a long, metal wire. Hastily she unclipped the ring and slid it across the floor.

Two men clad in black clothing and black ski masks vaulted the chest-level counter and scurried across the open lobby area. One clutched two heavy satchels. The other scooped up the keys, stopped at a side door labeled Employees Only, and looked back to Dez. He fumbled until he found the correct key, unlocked the door, and hollered, “C’mon, Dez!”

With one last glance toward the bank parking lot and approaching vehicles, Dez catapulted up from one knee and followed. In four running steps she came to a trio of customers lying silent and facedown near the teller window, fingers threaded behind their heads. With a powerful spring, she leapt over them, barreled through the doorway, and chased down a long hallway after her companions.

She skidded around a turn that was so sharp, she hit the wall and felt it give a little. Cheap, crappy construction, she thought. She pushed off and hurtled down the hall feeling elation bubble up. Bobby and Frederick were already out of the bank, and she was hard on their heels. They ran for a beat-up Chevy junker twenty yards away, wrenched open the doors, and fell into it. Dez slouched in the backseat, panting, jubilant, the weapons in her pockets pressing against her hip and back. She laughed aloud. “One-thousand-one, one-thousand-two, one-thousand-three—”

Bobby let out a whoop as Frederick beat on the steering wheel with the palms of his hands. “Sweet!” Frederick said. He looked back toward Dez and gave her a thumbs up. All three of them laughed out loud like little kids on Christmas day.

Dez peered out the window, scanning the area, waiting. She examined her watch. As close as she could tell, more than twenty seconds had passed since they’d vacated the building. She stared at the back of the bank until she finally saw what she expected. A black-clad figure crept low around the crumbling block foundation. She exited the car and leaned back against the junker with arms crossed over her chest. “Hey!” she said. “We are so gone, Zellar.”

The SWAT team member stripped off one of his gloves and threw it to the ground. His dark helmet and protective glasses obscured his angry features, but even with all the gear, Dez could tell it was Zellar by the way he stood.

“Shit!” he spat out. “How the hell did you do that?”

Dez just grinned.

Bobby and Frederick emerged from the Chevy Malibu as the entire SWAT team, two commanders, and six tactical trainers converged on the area behind the faux bank. One by one, the three bank “customers” filed out of the bank followed by the “guard” with paint spattered all over his chest.

Lieutenant Mortensen clicked a stopwatch. “Exercise complete. Bank robbers, one. SWAT, zero. Want to tell me what happened here?”

Zellar banged the stock of his red, dummy assault rifle on the ground. One of the other members of the team said, “There’s no way they could’ve got out that quick. Not with the goods, anyway.”

Bobby pointed to the black satchels on the Chevy’s passenger seat. He grabbed one and threw it at the feet of Willie Thorpe, the team leader.

Thorpe squatted, unzipped the bag, and rummaged around inside. “This isn’t all of it!”

Bobby grinned. “Yeah? So?”

“You didn’t get all of it, so you failed.”

“You didn’t get any of us, Thorpe, so I’d have to say you’re the bigger failure here.” He glanced toward Dez, then Frederick.

“You guys,” Dez said, “have got to get over the idea that all crooks are greedy and stupid. Some aren’t.”

Zellar pointed at Steve Hart, the bank guard. “You didn’t follow protocol, Reilly. Since when was shooting him in the plan?”

“Yeah.” Hart brushed at the drying paint on his chest. “Damn, you messed this up!”

Dez chuckled. “Perfect example of the best laid plans going awry. Any good criminal is going to adapt. You know the old saying that no battle plan survives first contact. Same thing goes with any organized crime. Get used to it.”

Zellar’s face was so red Dez thought he was going to pop a vein. He kicked his gear and turned away.

Bobby laughed out loud. “Sore loser.”

“Screw you,” Thorpe said under his breath, his lips curled up in a look of disdain. He glared at the three “criminals” like he wanted to kill them on the spot.

“Yeah, yeah, yeah.” Commander Mortensen stepped between Bobby and Thorpe. “Everybody over to the shack, and let’s do a postmortem on this.”

The failed Special Weapons and Tactics team grabbed their gear and moved as one, double-time, toward their destination. Dez watched the dejected crew’s boots moving swiftly, left-right, left-right, in harmony like a pack of black ants. She felt sympathy for them, but on the other hand, they’d been too slow. This wasn’t like a baseball catcher donning equipment for a tough inning in the field. The stakes were life and death. She knew how much gear they had to get into: Kevlar vests, thigh and forearm protectors, elbow and knee pads, shin guards, the outer uniform, heavy boots, and their new handy-dandy, cut-resistant Neoprene Damascus gloves. And that was just the apparel. Flashlight, baton, radio and headpiece, cuffs, eye-wear, knives, tactical lights, periscope-on-a-stick, ammo packs...the list went on and on. If Dez were ever selected for SWAT, the number one thing she would practice on her own would be dressing and arming with absolute efficiency. Things moved fast in SWAT situations, and this brand-new team had just learned it the hard way.

Some fellow officers thought Dez Reilly, at thirty-five, was a little old to be volunteering for SWAT training, but her experience and fitness belied her age. She stood six feet tall in stocking feet and was broad-shouldered and muscular. With her long, black hair French-braided and the braid tucked up tight against her head, it was easy to confuse her with the men of the unit—that is, until you got close and saw the high cheekbones, dark brows and bright blue eyes. Those eyes scanned the area constantly and took in everything around her.

Dez fell in next to Bobby and elbowed him in the side. “You’re going to get yourself killed. They’ll be out for blood now.”

“So? A little splatball paint never hurt anybody even if the bank guard took it with a lot of extra whining.”

The shack was a good three hundred yards away, past a fake supermarket, a three-story concrete structure, and several towers from which the SWAT trainers could survey the area. The mass of officers moved beyond all that and entered the shack, a command post in the center of the eighty-acre training facility. Bobby and Frederick cut over toward the men’s room while Dez proceeded through a door at the right. The SWAT team and trainers filed into a classroom through a door to the left. The cops who’d played the three customers and the bank guard would describe the course of the action to the assault team, just as if it happened in real life. The robbers would keep their secrets to themselves as they readied for another situation.

Dez’s coordinator, Nick Boulet, one of the SWAT team’s longtime trainers, said, “Good job today, Reilly.” He glanced beyond her, then in a low voice asked, “Everything going okay? You having any, uh, issues coming up?”

Dez looked at him coolly. “Commander Malcolm tell you to keep an eye on me?”

“Yep. Good supervisors look out for their best officers.”

She bristled and wanted to say a few angry words, but she couldn’t deny that her Commander had looked after her in the past. In the aftermath of her partner’s death several years earlier, Dez had suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder. Malcolm dealt with her problems with real grace, but since then, she’d done the therapeutic work to master the situation, and she was no longer troubled. She wished the topic would stop coming up. Forcing a grin, she said, “I’m having a helluva good time, Nick. Don’t worry about me.”

“I’m on your side. Just remember that.”

“Thanks. It means a lot coming from you.”

“I’d like to see you advance, Dez. I’ve always respected your work, and if it were up to me, you ought to get a SWAT assignment. I don’t know what’ll happen though. You deserve this.”

She felt her face heat up. She agreed with him, but instead said, “The brass seem to think I’m a hothead, that I can’t be trusted in a really tough situation.”

“If I was in a tough spot, you’d be the go-to gal for me.”

“That’s not how some of the guys feel.”

“Well, that makes them idiots in my book.”

Before she got a chance to answer, her teammates hustled into the room and shut the door. Nick took a deep breath, and only then did he share a moment of laughter. “You guys did good. Even better than I expected.” He clapped Bobby Rauski on the shoulder. “Okay, let’s get to work. Any minute now, we’ll be getting a new team member for your despicable little exploits.”

Dez smiled. Despicable exploits. The day wasn’t even half over, and she was already having fun.


Once upon a time, when she’d achieved the requisite experience out on the street, Dez applied for membership in SWAT. She’d been young and impressionable. Without a word of explanation, her application was rejected. She tried twice more; same thing. She suspected it was because she was a woman. But then two years earlier, two women had been tapped for the squad and one made it through the training to become a full-fledged member. Dez hid her jealousy. She was twice as strong as the other woman and at least as experienced. The unfairness rankled for some time.

But that was before Jaylynn, whom she’d met when rescuing her and her friend Sara from a pair of rapists. Jaylynn ended up joining the police force, and she and Dez went through a series of missteps in the odyssey of their friendship. Over time, their relationship had grown to mean so much more. Dez loved Jaylynn with all her heart, and now, in retrospect, she was glad she hadn’t previously made the SWAT team. If she had, she wouldn’t have met Jaylynn Savage, and Dez found it impossible to believe her life could be the slightest bit fulfilling without Jaylynn as her partner.

Still, Dez didn’t decline when her superior, Commander Malcolm, asked her to participate in a special assignment. A couple years earlier, Iowa, Wisconsin, and Minnesota joined forces and funds to purchase and outfit a SWAT training ground. Aspiring city, county, and state cops from all over converged upon the Midwest Special Weapons and Tactics Center to be tested and trained. Only about twenty percent of the officers passed to become eligible for the elite squads in their jurisdictions. Each of the states was periodically asked to send officers to the southern Minnesota locale to participate as helpers in the training, and on this fine March day, Dez was one of them. She felt like a Wild Card team in an NFL playoff game. If she impressed them enough, she could end up winning the chance to come back and train for real.

And if that didn’t work out, well, she could always go to Investigations for a long assignment.

The first day went well. By the end, the trainers called it one for the criminals, one for SWAT, and one tie. All she and her merry band of henchman had to do was escape, and just like with real crooks, it didn’t much matter to her team if hostages died. SWAT, on the other hand, was dedicated to saving the lives of bystanders, so their second exercise had to be considered a tie. SWAT had taken down all of Dez’s crew, but their five hostages also died. In the third exercise, the SWAT team had finally gotten their act together, and Dez, Frederick, Bobby, Dave, and Kyle were pinned down in the faux supermarket. She thought Pete Zellar took special delight in shooting her point-blank in the chest, and she couldn’t blame him, even if she thought he was a little bit too over-zealous.

Now lying on a cot in her tiny quarters, Dez waited for her dinner to settle. She checked her watch. They would all reconvene at the shack at eight o’clock for the first of their night exercises, and she looked forward to the next cops-and-robbers caper with glee.

She heard a gurgling sound and felt next to the cot until she located her duffel. As she pulled it out, her cell phone rang again. She flipped it open and said, “Reilly.”

“Hey, sweetie.”

Dez relaxed and her face flushed with warmth. “I’m no sweetie, Jay.”

“You are to me.”

“Yeah, yeah. What’s up?”

“Nothing. Got home from work and had a lonely dinner without you. How’s the training going?”

“Excellent. It’s a lot more fun than I thought it would be.” She took a couple minutes to outline the scenarios they had run.

“Geez. You’re merciless. Guess it’s lucky you didn’t turn out to be a criminal.”

“True.”

“I’m surprised you answered the phone. I was just planning to leave a good-night message for you.”

“We’re on a long dinner break, and then we do some night maneuvers. This is going to be one long-ass day. I’ve been going since ten a.m. and we don’t quit until sometime after midnight.”

“Just keep the perks in mind: three days there, and you get credit for a week’s work. And we’re off next month for the trip to the lodge with Shayna and Crystal. I can’t wait.”

“Neither can I. I’m looking forward to the R& R in a big way. I’ll be home on schedule Thursday night. No rest for the weary, though. Remember, I’ve got that court date for the RICO case Monday morning.”

“Oh, yeah,” Jaylynn said. “I wouldn’t forget that. Wish I could be there—then again, I won’t miss having to see Bostwick’s ugly face.”

“Ugh...I’m sorry I have to. Well, I’ll let you go now.”

“I’m missing you, sweetie. I’ll call you again tomorrow.”

Dez grinned into the phone. “Okay.”

“Love you.”

“Me, too.” Dez rang off and dropped the phone into her duffel. She settled back on the cot with her fingers laced behind her head and let out a sigh. One leg was sore from falling into some debris earlier, and her left shoulder hurt from being tackled by one of the SWAT guys. The exercises and confrontations could get rough, that was for sure, but she felt a deep sense of satisfaction and looked forward to the next three days. One of the trainees had broken his thumb earlier in the afternoon, and she hoped she wouldn’t get hurt like that. With luck, she would escape any serious injury.

In the twilight of the room, she looked once more at her watch. Only ten minutes and she would rise like a vampire and prepare for the next exercise. Dirty deeds under the cover of darkness, she thought. Ooh, I like it.

Chapter Two

Sergeant Lynette Mielo turned her squad car south and motored through the quiet Saint Paul streets. First Watch, the graveyard shift, had been unusually dull. No domestics, no fires, no robbery calls. She’d taken one noise complaint around midnight and nothing in the four hours since. Now, after four a.m., she was having such a hard time staying alert that she stopped at a convenience store and picked up a coffee.

Her cell phone rang, and she saw the caller was Fenwick, one of her trainees. He was riding in a two-man car with Brendan Schaake, working the east side. Schaake wasn’t yet a field training officer, but he was a highly skilled cop and, above all, patient with new recruits, so she knew he would eventually be a very good FTO.

“Fenwick, what’s up?”

“Hi, Sarge. Schaake and I want to know if you’ll rendezvous with us for the meal break.”

“Sure. Any problems?”

“Nope. Dead as a doornail out here.”

She laughed. “Do you even know what a doornail is?”

“Small. Metal. Dead.”

“Um hmm. I’m on the way to check out a nuisance call—some guy behaving erratically—then I’ll head your way.”

“Need us to back you up?”

“Probably not. It’s just vagrants down in the warehouse area off 280.”

She made arrangements to meet them later at a coffee shop and hung up. As she took a sip of hot sludge, she caught a flash of flame down an alley. Before she could focus on it, she was past, so she turned the car around and angled it at the mouth of the passageway so the lights illuminated deep into the alley.

A man sat in the middle of the dark funnel of space, his long, rangy legs crossed Indian style and his head in his hands. He had a fire going in front of him, the flames flickering and waning. How bizarre, she thought. Who started a dinky fire like that and sat in the middle of an alley?

A few feet away, on both sides of the guy, trash bags spilled out of overflowing metal dumpsters. Brick warehouses loomed overhead on either side, and the other end of the alley was closed off by a chain-link fence. Despite the flicker of fire and the light from the cruiser, it was hard to see the man’s face clearly.

Mielo got out of the car and palmed her Maglite to focus it on the man’s face. Old. Scraggly. Ratty brown coat that looked too worn to provide much protection against the chill.

“Saint Paul Police,” she called out as she moved cautiously forward. “Do you need help, sir?”

“I’m fine.” His voice was weak and reedy. Even dappled in the orange glow of the fire, he didn’t look fine.

“Come on out of there now, sir. Let’s get you somewhere warm.”

He didn’t answer.

Mielo activated her shoulder mic and requested that dispatch send a bus for an MI, someone mentally ill. She gave the address, then stood looking at the man.

The alley smelled of rotting meat and urine. Any winos or vagrants in the area probably spent nights hidden here. Drug dealers might use the out-of-the-way location to hand off “product” to their sellers. Cops hated closed alleys like this one. Mielo advanced with trepidation, her heart beating fast. Instinctively, she cupped the grip of her service weapon. Something didn’t feel quite right. She unsnapped her holster.

The fire in front of the man stopped crackling and dwindled down to embers. The night was still, oddly silent, she thought. She didn’t hear so much as a cricket or a car passing.

“Have you been drinking, sir?”

He didn’t look up or make a sound.

“Get up, please, and come on out of there. Now, sir.”

A snuffle was his only response. She debated whether she should back out of the alley—or stomp over and haul his ass closer to the light. Impatient, she strode forward, close enough to see that his arms weren’t in the coat sleeves. The ratty brown coat was draped over his shoulders. Underneath, a formerly white T-shirt was splotched with something dark and slimy. She eyed his torn and filthy jeans. Gray, greasy hair ringed his face like curls of dirty ribbons. Was that blood on his face? She aimed the flashlight more carefully. Wincing, he closed his eyes and hunched over, head cradled in two big hands.

He moaned. “Go on, lady. Leave me alone.”

“Get up, Big Guy.” She lowered the flashlight. “I won’t hurt you.”

In the oblique light, he gazed up at her, eyes wide and terrified.

“Sir?”

A scuffle from the right. She turned toward the dumpster. Her flashlight made an arc upward to illuminate a man in a dark canvas jacket. One hand was tucked inside his coat, the other behind his back. She squinted with recognition. “Hey, I know you. Starbucks, right?”

Something was very wrong. Why was this man here? Her Glock was halfway from the holster when the lights, the sounds, the smells stopped.

She fell where she stood. The Maglite clattered and rolled, light spinning.

The old man scuttled to the side, mewling. He heaved himself up and nearly tripped over his coat, which fell off his shoulders next to the fire’s burnt embers. He staggered down the alley, crossed the headlights of the squad car, and disappeared around the corner.

The killer stepped out into the light. He squeezed off another round into Mielo’s head, then a third into her abdomen, just below the bottom edge of her Kevlar vest.

The suppressor on the handgun muffled much of the noise, but the gunshots would be recognizable as an unusual sound in the night. 
He tucked his gun in his waistband, clicked on a penlight, and noted with satisfaction the pool of blood around the cop’s head. In a soft voice, he said, “I’m sorry, but you’ve had your last cup of coffee.” He wrested her fingers from her gun and put it in his coat pocket. Her TASER holster snap was stiff, but he got it open and removed the firing unit.

In the distance a vehicle engine revved. Swaggering, he moved back into the darkness of the alley and stepped into a door that was slightly ajar. The click it made as he locked it echoed in the night. Mielo was the only person close enough to hear it, but no sound would ever register for her again.

Chapter Three

Jaylynn met Dez at the front door of their home. Even after all the time they’d been together, she still felt a thrill of anticipation waiting for Dez, and an even bigger thrill of excitement when she could throw her arms around her and press her face into her neck.

“Can’t believe you’re still up.”
“I took a nap earlier.” She looked at her watch. “It’s not even two a.m. I’m fresh as a daisy.” She gave Dez’s middle a hard squeeze.

“Missed me, huh?”

Jaylynn laughed. “As usual. Suppose you didn’t miss me at all.” She stepped back and surveyed her partner.

Dez slipped out of her jacket and hung it on a hook behind the door. “It was hard to even think about missing anybody or anything. We were so damn busy. I was lucky to get five or six hours of sleep each night, and I’m beat.”

“You hungry?”

“Nah, Frederick and I went to Culver’s on the way. I’m stuffed. Probably gain five pounds from all the French fries.”

Jaylynn took Dez’s hand and led her to the couch. Dez sank down with a sigh and said, “I think every part of my body is sore. This is the first comfortable seat I’ve been in for three straight days.”

She lifted an arm, and Jaylynn nestled in and tucked her feet up under an afghan on the couch. “I’ve missed your warmth, Dez, that’s for sure.”

“Remind me to take my own truck next time. Frederick’s was amazingly uncomfortable, and his heater has only has two speeds: 100 degrees or off. What a piece of crap. In fact, everything about the last three days has been painful. You would have died on the cots we had to use.”

“Cots?”

“You know—wide strip of canvas somehow attached to cheap, shaky wooden legs crossed at top and bottom. A foot and a half off the floor until you lie on it, then it sinks down and your ass is dragging on the ground.”

“Sounds more like a hammock.”

“My experience with hammocks has only been pleasurable. The cot is a whole ’nother story. I can’t wait to get into our nice, soft bed.”

“What do you think? Will they accept you for the team?”

“If Nick Boulet has his way, I’m a lock. But who knows. In some ways it seems political. But if they offer it to me, I’ll definitely take it. The training was a blast, and I was good at it, if I do say so myself.”

“I bet you were. When will you find out?”

“Soon. Maybe next week.”

“What are you going to do if you get an Investigations offer first?”

Dez shrugged. “I really want SWAT. I’ll take some time to think about it and wait for the SWAT details. They want to get another group in for training real quick, so I suspect I’ll get word in a few days.”

“Very cool.” Jaylynn tipped her head back and met Dez’s gaze. “I’m so happy you’re home.”

With a smile, Dez leaned down and kissed her. Jaylynn closed her eyes and savored the kiss. Just like always, she felt warm and protected...and incredibly turned on. How did Dez do that to her with only one touch, one kiss, even just one look? She snuggled closer and stroked Dez’s side, her hip, her thigh, feeling the rough denim under her hands.

The National Anthem pulled her from her reverie. Before she’d even opened her eyes, Dez was up and across the room.

Jaylynn said, “I often see stars and hear music when we kiss, but this is the first time your phone has echoed my internal thoughts.”

Dez rooted through her coat pocket and snapped open her phone. “Reilly.” She turned toward Jaylynn, frowning.

All of the air went out of Dez, and she seemed to sink, as if she were suddenly bearing some great weight.

“Dez—what is it?” So caught up in the excitement of Dez being home, Jaylynn hadn’t registered that it was after two a.m. Anybody calling had to be delivering bad news.

Dez said, “Yes, sir. I want to join the manhunt. I can be there—” She paused. “I have the skills to assist SWAT. I could—”

Dez’s face went from white concern to red fury.

“Yes, sir!” She smacked the phone shut. “Holy shit.”

“What?” Jaylynn crossed the room. She moved close and gripped Dez’s arm.

When Dez’s eyes met hers, they were full of tears. “Lynette Mielo’s been shot and killed.”

“Oh, my God. On duty?”

Dez nodded.

“What happened?”

“He doesn’t know yet, but they’re notifying supervisors. I asked to help with the search, but the commander wants me to stay put.”

“What? Why?”

Before she could answer, a salsa tune started up on Dez’s phone.

“It’s Crystal,” Dez said as she opened her cell. “Maybe she knows something.”

Then Jaylynn’s phone signaled a text message. And the house phone started ringing.

“Here we go,” Jaylynn mumbled, feeling sick to her stomach.

Dez parked her F-150 as close to the warehouse district as she could get. The crime scene was blocked off for four square blocks with uniformed cops everywhere to stop the curious. She and Jaylynn got out in a hurry, flashed their badges, and were allowed to pass, but an officer Dez knew slightly from another division stepped back, one hand in the air.

“Hey, Sergeant, just to let you know—we’re not supposed to let anyone through, not even cops.”

Dez glared at him.

He put up both hands, palms facing out. “Just saying, Sarge. If they ask who let you through, please don’t get us in trouble.”

She gave him a grim nod and turned away. Please let this be a big mistake, she thought.

Silently, Jaylynn moved closer and gripped her forearm, but even Jaylynn’s presence didn’t help Dez feel calm. Every step she took, her legs felt heavier, her heart pounded more fiercely. For a moment she thought she might throw up. She closed her eyes and forced herself onward. When she looked up again, they had arrived at the corner of the street that led to the warehouse area. A block and a half down the slight incline she saw the coroner’s van, a dozen squad cars, an ambulance, and more people than she could count. A strange brilliant light shone from the alley. Everything was brightly illuminated in the opening between the two brick buildings.

“Breathe, Dez,” Jaylynn said.

“Yeah, I know.” She did feel light-headed, so she took some deep breaths. How could this have happened to Lynette? She couldn’t comprehend it. Mielo, dead? How could it be? They’d been pals all through training ages and ages ago even though Dez was several years younger. Lynette Mielo had worked every aspect of patrol in every division, just like Dez had. They’d become FTOs at the same time. Mielo managed an unblemished career and gained her sergeant’s stripe two years before Dez, but she never lorded it over her. Mielo was one of the officers who sought her out once Dez came back to work after the leave of absence she’d taken when the PTSD had gotten the best of her. Some cops had given Dez a wide berth, but Mielo never did.

Dez thought of the barbecues and training and shooting competitions and charity events she and Mielo had attended together. Lynette had been a constant presence, someone Dez depended upon as reliable and helpful. She had four sons, all teenagers now, and like any doting mother, she loved telling about her kids’ amusing antics. She’d been the kind of mom that Dez thought deserved Parent of the Year, always prepared, always on the ball, never thrown by the unexpected.

So how had this happened? How did someone get the drop on her? Dez felt cold inside, as though her heart were gradually freezing over. She shivered.

She and Jaylynn arrived at a cordoned area ringed by dozens of cops—some in uniform and some who had obviously rolled out of bed and raced to the scene. She saw few civilians and, shock of all shocks, no press. The guys four blocks out were doing their jobs well.

“Stay here, Jay.”

“But—”

“Let me just do this alone, okay?” Dez ducked under the yellow tape and crossed the open area toward the ambulance, knowing in her heart that imagining Lynette in there, alive, being ministered to, was just a fantasy.

The medic bus was empty. She passed it and saw two paramedics near the passenger door, idle and leaning against the side.

She cut around a couple of cruisers and strode toward a knot of men who stood at the mouth of the alley, their heads together looking at something. On hearing her approach one of them glanced over his shoulder then spoke sharply to those near him. A figure clad in a tan wool overcoat separated from the group and stomped in her direction.

“Commander Malcolm, I—”

“No, Reilly. I told you to stay put.”

“But I could help with the crime scene. I could—”

“You’re not going back there.” He ran a hand over his bald head. If she didn’t know better, she’d think he’d been crying.

“Commander—”

“No way in hell. Not now, not later.” He took her arm and led her toward the flashing lights of the ambulance. “It’s an active crime scene, and we’re not taking a chance that a single thing is missed. No admittance to anyone outside the homicide experts.”

“So it’s really Mielo?”

“I’m afraid so.”

“How did this happen?” She bit her lip to keep from crying. She tasted something metallic but couldn’t let up.

“I don’t know. Fenwick and Schaake were her backup. They did everything by the book, but by the time they arrived, she was gone.”

Dez tried to take in the facts. If she could make sense of them, maybe this wouldn’t be so hard. “Who caught the case?”

“Moran’s team. We’ll have an entire Task Force—you know that. SWAT is already searching. Uniforms are canvassing the area. We’ll catch whoever did this. But listen, Dez, you need to go home and settle down. You’ve got a critical court appearance tomorrow.” He put his hand on her shoulder. “Look at me. Listen up. I’m depending on you now. You’ve got to show up and give effective testimony, even though everything about this night will be ringing in your ears. You’ll do that, right?”

“Yes, sir, of course.” She worried that her words sounded hollow. She was hardly able to choke them out.

He patted her arm once. “Go home. Rest if you can. Get your notes together, and be on time to court. That’s critical, Reilly. That’s an order.”

“Yes, sir.” She walked away feeling like he’d kicked her in the stomach. What else could she do here anyway? She understood the necessity of a perfectly processed crime scene, and she didn’t actually want to see Mielo’s body. Then again, if she did see her, maybe it would take away the sense of total unreality.

On the other side of the crime scene tape, she scanned the crowd to see who else was there. With over six hundred sworn officers in the Saint Paul Police Department, she couldn’t know everyone, but since she worked Tours I and III so often—graveyard and swing, respectively—she recognized the majority. People met her gaze, their eyes shrouded with grief, then looked away.

How familiar this all was. How brutally familiar.

She found Jaylynn across the street standing over someone who sat with his back against the wall. Brendan “Shock” Schaake was down, elbows on his knees, and head in his hands. The new trainee paced several feet apart from them. From the recesses of her addled mind, Dez managed to remember his name was Fenwick.

She stood up straighter and marched over next to Jaylynn. “Schaake, get your ass up.”

He scrambled to his feet, his eyes wild. “Sarge, I—I—”

“Shut up and come with me.” She grabbed his elbow and led him up the hill, away from prying eyes, and around the corner. In a gentle voice, she said, “What happened, Shock?”

Eyes full of pain and misery, he shook his head. “I don’t know. We talked to her about meeting for our meal break, and then she called for backup. That’s the last I heard from her until we found her...like that.”

“Like what?”

“Shot.”

“Describe it to me. Like you were writing up a report.”

He took a deep breath and described how they’d found the squad car at the mouth of the alley and hurried in, guns drawn. “Mi-Mielo...uh, the vic-victim was white, female, early forties. Discovered on her back, shot twice in the head.” He gulped. “Another bullet wound had been delivered to the belly after death.”

“How do you know it was after death?”

“She bled a lot, Sarge. From her head only, though. Very little on her uniform, so her heart had stopped by then.”

“Good observation. What else?”

“Typical dark alley, lots of trash. Two garbage dumpsters. Also saw a folded-up bum box. Looked like someone had been living back there, but no sign of anyone when we arrived. No exit at the other end of the alley due to the fencing fifty or sixty feet down. Saw a brown garment on the ground, looked like a coat, and the remains of a small, still-smoking fire that had been set right in the middle of the alley. And just all that blood around her head.”

“How close did you get?”

“Not very. We could tell she was dead. The head wound was too—too traumatic.” His voice broke, and she thought he was going to cry.

“Did you tell Dispatch to have other units canvass the area?”

“Yeah. Command got right on this, and believe it or not, Fenwick kept his cool. I thought he might lose his lunch, but he didn’t.”

“Hell of a thing for a rookie to go through.”

Schaake said, “Hell of a thing for anyone to go through. At least Fenwick hardly knew her.”

Dez stepped closer and put an arm across his shoulder. He was taller than Dez but was standing so slumped that his face was even with hers. “You have to get hold of yourself, Shock. You’ll go through a terrible time for a few days. The detectives are going to talk to you over and over, and you won’t sleep, and you’ll feel like shit. I know. I’ve been through it. You have to man up and make it through that, and then very soon, you and I are taking a little trip.”

“A trip? What do you mean?”

“This is a lot to process. You have to talk about it. I’ll be there. So will a lot of others.” She clapped him on the shoulder, then pulled out her wallet and removed her business card. She wrote her cell phone number on the back, and handed it to him. “Call me whenever you need to talk. Or if you just need to touch base. Otherwise, I’ll hunt you down in a week or ten days.”

“I feel like I failed, Sarge. Like I completely fucked up and failed my sergeant.”

“You didn’t. This isn’t your fault.”


An hour later, it was Dez saying it was her fault. She lay in bed next to Jaylynn, choking on her tears. “I should have been there, Jay. If I hadn’t been at that damn training, I would’ve been on duty tonight.”

"And what would you have done? You’d be in the same shoes Schaake is in.”

“Maybe it would have been different. Maybe—”

“Stop, Dez! Just stop it. You have to decide right now that you won’t think that way. You’re not responsible. The murdering bastard who did this is responsible.”

“We’ve got to find out why. Why Mielo? Why her? I just don’t understand. Was this some kind of thrill kill? A gang initiation?”
Jaylynn moved closer to wrap as much of her body around Dez’s as she could. “There’s no way to tell yet. We won’t know anything more until tomorrow. Sleep now. A couple hours of sleep will help. Just sleep.”

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Monday, August 26, 2013

Switch Hitter excerpt by Alex Morgan and Jon Michaelsen


In this re-release of Switch Hitter by Alex Morgan and Jon Michaelsen, a sluggish bat threatens to derail top ranked National League baseball player Jase Dockery’s record-breaking streak and he turns to forbidden sex. To the world Jase is a hero, but deep down the MVP harbors a secret…one that just might prove deadly.

To fulfill his craving for domination, Jase agrees to a tryst with the captain of APD S.W.A.T. The night of unbridled passion drives him to plot another rendezvous with the hard-boiled cop at practice the next day, but his plans are soon disrupted by a stalking fan intent on using the ballplayer for his own desires.
Can the alpha cop rescue the hot baseball player without risking coming out to his comrades?
Switch Hitter
Wilde City Press (August 14, 2013)
ISBN:978-1-925031-38-6

Excerpt:

Twisting the throttle and roaring the engine of the customized BMW Megamoto, Jase popped the clutch and shot the bike into the garage, more in an act of defiance of himself, rather than any other soul. The garage door began to draw shut the moment the rear tire of the bike cleared the path of the crimson laser beam that sliced his trail into darkness. Always mindful someone might have spotted him entering the club, he turned to watch the door closing before removing his helmet.

Not an hour before, Jase had duped his muscle-head bodyguard into thinking he’d retired early for the night for much needed rest after the week’s away-game series, where he’d seen his .395 batting average slip the first time all season. 

Inside Jase felt safe, trusting in the words of the svelte club owner, and never once doubting her pledge. Upon joining the private establishment, the proprietor had insisted Jase make appointments with an assistant, but he had refused. Jase needed assurances a mere staff member could not provide, discretion afforded to those with everything to lose, before he would commit to stepping inside.

He had to remain anonymous in his actions in order to avoid leaks to the press that he had visited the call house, much less the public learning of his special interests. Discovery meant breaching his fourteen million dollar-a-year contract, switch-hitting for one of the hottest baseball teams in the National League for five years running.

Jase still feared threats against his life because of his secret, a prime target of extortion from the crazies out there looking for a big score. Jase knew fans would never accept his sexuality, nor understand his desire for authority and dominance. The condemnation of perversion flowed thick in his veins, and had forced him to seek extreme measures to protect his secret. Banishment from the game he loved so much beleaguered him most of all.

He steered toward a spot near the elevator, and killed the engine. He sat in the low light and recalled the conversation he’d had with the team’s manager two nights earlier, after a 6-5 loss to the Pirates.

“You fucked up, Dockery, plain and simple. This loss is on you, son. Not against the team.”

Jase had stood there like a jerk, eyeing his boss with his knuckles clinched. “Christ, Fletcher! What’d you expect? You called for a fucking suicide squeeze play!”

“What did I expect? What the fuck do you think I expected? I wanted you to bunt, asshole!”

Jase recalled how the veins in the old man’s neck had bulged, a black and blue roadmap he’d stared at throughout his manager’s entire tirade.

“I expected you to man-up, Jase. That’s what I wanted, nothing more, nothing less. We had a man on third and first, two outs and at full count. All you had to do was tap the fucking ball into right field like you were instructed, and force a play at home plate.”

He knew his mistake in judgment meant irritated words and jabs from the rest of coaches and teammates for days. “I took a chance for the team, all right?”

“You’re not paid to take chances, you ass. That’s my job!”

Fletcher had shouted until the air in his lungs went out, and his face turned cherry red. “You do what the fuck we tell you and nothing more. You got that? Do you hear what I’m saying to you, son? I’m tired of your smart-ass, cocky attitude, Dockery. We all are.”

An hour later after the game, Jase had huddled alone in the back of a chartered Delta jet, away from the team, headed home. The mood in the cabin was somber, everybody tired from the grueling six-day road trip. Most of the team had slept or listened to music through headphones, but not Jase. He had spent the time brooding over his sluggish swing, and had blamed the anxiety that riddled his body on a bad swing, instead of admitting the actual reason behind his angst.

Jase lifted weights, swam at least four times a week, practiced on days when not in the starting line-up, but none of it had proved tough enough to expunge the anguish that had all but consumed him. He stood six foot four, an amazing two hundred and ten pounds of lean, powerful bulk with long, muscular arms, wide shoulders, bulging calves, and an eight-pack belly trimmed to perfection. Taking care of his body had meant the difference between getting the largest payout ever paid to a free agent in major league baseball, or a lifetime of remorse and what ifs.

When not playing the game or working out, Jase visited the driving range, taking his frustration out on golf balls; a mindless exercise less dangerous than those he preferred most, which his contract expressly forbade. Plagued with injuries the past two seasons, Jase couldn’t afford to push his body any further, much less take chances getting hurt in some extreme recreational sport. He held the highest batting average in the National League, but the slump of this past week threatened his goal to remain at the top through post-season play when his contract was up. Avoiding injury had become his full-time goal, so the decision to visit Club After Dark had proved an easy one to make upon returning home following a disappointing away-series.

Jase glanced at the wide door before him, which according to the proprietor led to a private elevator accessed by code. He heeled the kickstand of the bike and straddled his legs while surveying the area. Lady Velvet had assured him complete confidentiality, utmost discretion, no one privy to his arrival or departure, not even the staff. He tried to relax as his gloved hands gripped the handlebars with enough torque to crush a turbine. Anxiety, fear and excitement balanced against trepidation; all these emotions coursed through his body like a pinball striking against bumpers. His anguish amplified into misery as he sat there contemplating, anticipation building a fire in the base of his balls.

It had been three years since Jase had ventured out, and then he’d strayed to the other side at a club two hours outside of town, recommended by a faceless acquaintance he’d chatted up online one lonely night. The encounter had proved disastrous and almost exposed Jase to the world, but a boatload of cash and a crafty lawyer had sealed that leak forever. If the jerk ever came forward with a defamatory—albeit truthful—accusation or evidence that Jase was a liar, unreliable and disreputable, the ball player’s attorney, Brody Brown, a longtime friend and confidant, awaited him. The scandal would die the moment the guy cried ‘foul.’

Jase thought back to when he’d first met Brody. They played on the same little league baseball team years ago and had become fast friends, long before each had shot into the spotlight at an early age for their skill in the game. Both had copped scholarships to the same university. Jase and Brody Brown bore dreams of playing the same pro team one day, until a drunken stunt of riding on the back of a ‘92 convertible Firebird during Rush Week had almost cost Brody his life, and dashed the dreams of his ever playing baseball again.

Letting go of the handlebars, Jase sat up straight and pressed his wide palms against his thighs. He rubbed the fabric of his jeans as if wiping away the sweat building beneath the leather gloves. His heart pounded in his chest like a jackhammer. He sat there building up the nerve to walk to the door, and punch in the number for the elevator. A private room awaited him, reserved for the uppermost VIPs at Club After Dark.

A skullcap shielded his face when Jase removed his helmet. Lady Velvet had assured that the room held for him would be dark and sultry with ample glow to enjoy his partner, but not enough to give away his identity. In fact, Lady Velvet had given him the facemask he had tucked inside his leather jacket to wear during the session, a request made of the partner she had lined up for him for tonight.

Though he was uncomfortable with the idea of a male prostitute, Lady Velvet had surprised him with a client with all the assets he had requested. Jase thought back to her description of the man; at least six foot, thickly muscled, in perfect form and presenting a dominant nature, race or nationality unimportant. Lady Velvet said she had located the perfect partner; a S.W.A.T commander who had demanded just as much discretion.

Jase listened for footsteps that might sneak up behind him. His nerve fading fast, he had to move soon or turn the ignition and get the hell out of there. Sucking in his gut, he set his helmet on the gas tank in front of his crotch and began to remove his gloves, pulling on each finger. Anxiety made him dizzy with trepidation. He questioned more than once if he could go in.

Gloves stuffed in his pocket, he thought long and hard, contemplated his next move. All he had to do was leave before committing further, explain to Lady Velvet later that pressing matters had forced the last minute cancellation. Hell, she could keep his money to make up for the inconvenience to the cop he’d ditched.

That’s it. Split decision made, Jase reached out to turn the engine, when a huge hand came from behind to grip his left. In one fell swoop, a large man of solid weight slid in behind Jase on the bike. Jase’s heart thudded and his mouth went dry.

Oh God! Some crazy fuck must have followed him in from the street. Mesmerized by fear, unsure of his next move, the hulk pressed into him and wrapped his arm around Jase’s waist from the right in a powerful, yet pleasing grip. His captor leaned into Jase’s ear and hot breath caressed his lobe, caused the hair on the back of his neck to react. The smell of tobacco, liquor, and a heady male musk filled the air.

“Thinking of leaving?”

Jase tried to speak, but his tongue lodged in the back of his throat. A hard chest pressed into him, a show of force he chose not to challenge. The stranger was bigger and more muscular, plenty of strength to keep Jase from writhing, if necessary.

No chance fleeing now, Jase thought. Even if he put up a fight, his attempts would be ineffective at best. “I-I need to go,” Jase managed to say. “There’s someone waiting for me at home.”

His captor tightened his hold. “Yeah? You planning on stiffing me, bud? I don’t go for pussies.”

Jase swallowed hard and counted to ten before taking a breath. Jesus Christ! He expected his subjugator to bust him over the head, take his wallet and bike, but nothing happened.

“I…look, I’m sorry, man,” Jase managed. “Just forget it, all right? I made a mistake.” He flinched as the arm slipped higher around his chest. “I really need to go, now.”

The man breathed against his neck. “Are you sure you don’t want to stay? I’m horny as hell tonight, and you’re precisely what I need. Lady Velvet has never disappointed me. Anonymity is as important to me as it is to you, she assured.”

Jase didn’t answer in words, but in the thickening of his cock. Tendrils of lusciousness rose from the base of his balls, and surged through his abdomen. He glanced down at the hand covering his left, at the thick fingers that clamped over his own. Lady Velvet had said the man was a cop, a S.W.A.T. officer at that. What luck!

Fighting off fear, Jase found his voice. “I-I’m not sure this is a good idea,” he said, still feeling uneasy. The man’s hand moved up to caress his chest, fingers tweaking his hard tits. Jase held his breath, ready to drop his load right there on the bike without shedding his clothes.

“My friends call me Cap.” The tip of a moist tongue slid up the base of Jase’s neck as the man’s hand settled on his crotched and squeezed hard. “I hear you’ve been a real dick lately and need some attitude adjustment.”

Those final words sealed the deal. Concern and fear evaporated in the heat churning between them. Jase wanted nothing more than to lose himself in the arms of this beast, captain of a S.W.A.T team.

Jase dismounted his motorcycle, and faced Cap. His heart skipped a beat and his breath caught in his throat. The mustachioed face, more handsome than any professional athlete or model, stared back at him. The brown eyes seemed to draw him in, engulfing his vision. He couldn’t look away, didn’t want to look away. Cap’s torso seemed to explode from out of his narrow waist. His T-shirt stretched across a huge, muscular chest.

The gorgeous specter smiled, and Jase’s legs nearly buckled.

“Let’s see what Lady Velvet has in store for us.” Cap draped an arm around Jase’s shoulders and led him to the elevator.

Jase pushed the access code, and instantly wished he hadn’t. What if this was a set-up? Maybe he should’ve had Cap enter the code to see if he was for real.

The questions in his mind were shoved aside as the doors opened, and Cap guided him inside a small, mahogany-paneled elevator. Jase noted only one button on the panel by the door. He punched it without hesitation. The door slid closed, and the elevator rose.
  


Monday, August 19, 2013

French Quarter Knights excerpt by Jacob Campbell

In French Quarter Knights by Jacob Campbell, Thaddeus "Tadpole" Merton, after winning millions in a settlement from the church, has learned to hide things from others -- his money, his epilepsy, and his feelings. Now, he searches for love, acceptance, and sexual liberation in 1983 New Orleans.

Leaving behind a reluctant master in
Linden and exploring a new lover in Sandy, Tadpole has adventures into a sensual drug- and alcohol-rich world of gay bars, drag clubs, baths, porno theatres, arcades, and hidden sex venues. Yet he also works with a yoga teacher and Zen guide, and questions himself in light of a world beyond the merely physical.

Tadpole seeks friendship and love, a home, and independence. But exploring steamy sensuality seems to counter his romantic need for true love, and he struggles with himself and his desires.

Will he be able to transcend the empty promises of easy sex and sick relationships to find true love? Tadpole knows he needs to settle for nothing less than complete freedom and independence. But can he overcome his own emotions and move on to a better life as a gay man?

French Quarter Knights
JMS Books (August 4, 2013)
ISBN: 9781611524901

EXCERPT:

From Chapter 8: Jewel’s Full Moon Party & Orgy

As if on signal, when the pool table was shoved aside, and the music turned tribal, sex began sprouting up everywhere. Sandy and I grabbed each other and held one another close together, stomach to stomach. Around us, men were sucking cock and masturbating one another. It was overwhelmingly hot. We unzipped our pants and clung to one another’s cocks both to stroke them but also to protect them from other’s hands.

“I gotta pee,” I told Sandy.

“No! You’re kidding?” Sandy’s face was suddenly serious. 
“Well, it’s not an emergency but I will have to pee if we’re going to have sex.”

“Try holding it, Taddy. The bathroom is a sardine can of perverts. There’s a bathtub instead of a urinal and some S&M master will have his slave in it taking all the pee.”
“No!” I imagined a bathtub with a skinny guy being pissed on by six or eight guys in motorcycle drag.
“Hold it. We’ll go outside later and you can pee in the alley,” Sandy said.
I saw the line for the bathroom with about forty guys lined up against the wall—some in motorcycle drag, some in short pants and nothing else, some guys in just their jeans and having sex with the guys next to them in line. I decided to hold off going to the bathroom as long as I could.

This wonderful variety of men making up the crowd was the glory of Full Moon at Jewel’s—a mixture of sophisticated educated wealthy men, a group of barely washed street kids, the leather groups, which included the older leather crowd, and the younger leather crowd, the motorcycle crowd, both the rich dandies and the real Hell’s Angels types—all mingling with one goal: sex. After midnight, when the party was in full swing, all the sub-groups began to mesh. Guys who were total strangers a minute before were suddenly erotically inching into my space, our space. It began with a touch here, a bummed cigarette, a brief kiss, a grope but everything was working to lower our sexual inhibitions and the crowd was taking on a super friendly aspect.

What had begun with quiet couples kissing grew into a throng of naked men tricking. The mural on the wall lent a haunting, wolf-like atmosphere to the dark Jewel’s catacomb-like setting for sex.. All was one sweaty, steamy, intense celebration of homosexual sex. We were all smoking weed and the bar was a fog of pot smoke mixed with cigarette smoke.

There was a feeling and knowing of heated epiphanies cascading through young men all connected by skin touching skin. The sex of males in groups was sex like the roiling great ocean, a quiet low moaning of amazement at pleasures, an action like rowing. Hands on cocks pulled gently to and fro for hours, avoiding the first orgasm as long as possible. Once that first orgasm happened, the participants became super-charged. Guys would cum, rest a short while smoking and drinking, and as quickly as they could be aroused again, they entered a sort of timeless erotic dance, ready to perform sexually for hours without pause. That the second arousal could be maintained for what seemed like forever is what built a tribal sense of unification, a real celebration of male sexuality. Three or four hours of kissing, licking, fucking, rimming the orgy took on a protective quality, a unification into a delicious wetness. The shared wetness and skin on skin evoked more interaction, and the orgy expanded and the little groups of friends who arrived clinging to one another began to allow more and more strangers into their huddles. Groups formed, shifted, reformed, and the sex became more and more open. People began to fuck on the pool table, and guys were kneeling down, giving blow jobs everywhere you looked.

There was the constant beat of the primitive music, the continual movement of dance and sex. I was amazed how the flow of sex energy radiated from the center of the orgy and moved outward in waves. The knitting of arms over and under arms, arms over and under legs, shoulders pressing up on buttocks of neighboring men, rubbing torsos against the asses of men whose lovers are masturbating leaning on the people behind them, others kneeling to suck cock, and the kneeling guys’ heads are petted by many men as if they were special friends. The role of stranger ceased to exist. Some precum made our shafts slippery but we tried to hold back as long as we could before cumming again because everyone wanted the intensity of stimulation to build to ever newer heights.

There was the near-mystical feeling of climbing higher and higher on this erotic ladder, this mountain of sensual expression leading to realizations about the tribal nature of sexual energy. Erotic duos held one another close at times to try to resist the dissolution into the group identity, but more and more couples became foursomes, then eight and more, all interwoven sexually.

Sandy and I kissed a friend and for a while. First, I’d kiss him, then Sandy, then we somehow had a three-way kiss. I didn’t know who this guy was, but another man, a tall red haired guy showed up, the lover of the man we had been kissing, and so Sandy and I were making out with these two strangers and we began to hold their cocks.

Then Bert and Redd approached, naked—their jeans around their knees—sweating and with their arrival our destiny to merge with the larger orgy was set. The die was cast. We would take our chances in the wilds of Jewel’s Full Moon orgy.

Redd’s bronze skin was especially hot, highlighted against all the pale or suntanned white guys. Bert had a huge hard showing fully, and Redd, large, uncut, hung out erect. They pulled one another along as if the penises were steering mechanisms for the duo. They came up to us, masturbating and kissing one another, and we all lifted arms. The two lovers didn’t stick around when Red and Bert showed up but now the four of us formed a circle with arms over shoulders to the left and all our right hands holding the cock of the guy to the right. We violated all the exclusivity previously planned, overwhelmed by this human tide. Energetic levees broke and floods of sensuality overtook the vessels, us, carrying us off together on a flood of homosexual sexual majesty.

This was a crescendo for all gay men everywhere—the waters couldn’t rise any higher than this. It was the peak of the sexual revolution, the end of our time of sexual oppression. Out from this center of Eros, waves of liberated and freed masculine energy flowed through the universe. It felt this grand in this ocean of men. Everything seemed elevated, glorified, made holy and special by the intensity of Eros.

I was electrified by Redd’s touch on my cock. I, in turn, held Bert’s cock, a thing he wanted so much before and which I’d resisted. We four made a mandala of male arousal. I held Bert’s cock and watched his right hand holding my lover’s cock, the first time these two men had ever touched each other sexually with me a part of it since our three-way, and then, seeing my lover reach to his right and hold Redd’s cock. Redd, the guy that a week ago had me sobbing on the bathtub rim because I’d seen Sandy fucking him was now turning me on, trying to see how close to orgasm I was, as my lover stroked his cock. There was a series of duos kissing; first, I kissed Redd to my left and then Bert to my right. Sandy kissed Bert to his left and Redd to his right, and our two dyads dissolved into one unified group of male heat.

The orgy-soul, the swelling tide of male expectation and entry into higher levels of erotic consciousness, took us together beyond what was allowed ever to a single individual. The orgy-soul entered into the pairs of men, floating, as if on an atmosphere made of human skin and muscle and steamy sweat. For a minute, our foursome held together in the seeming chaos and random sexual connections of the group. Momentarily we’re separated from the greater being but we’re being pulled by newly approaching forces into the vortex of this masculine sensuality. Our neat four- man mandala, at the center of the orgy room, was slowly shoved aside by new erotic undulations, by the force of hundreds of men pushing toward one another. The forces were impossible to resist, and guiding our little group as a unit grew more difficult.

The orgy generated its own form of control against which individuals are helpless.

Sandy was opposite from me in our four-person square. His pants were pulled down to his knees, and we were a unity of four men being totally uninhibited with one another. Next, a familiar yet anonymous, little guy who danced often on the bar in his leather Speedo, snorting poppers—his name was Louie, I think—knelt in the center of our four man square and began sucking Redd’s cock.

Sandy moved his hand to the very stem of Redd’s cock and held it like a cockring, making the hard even harder. The blood vessels under Louie’s sucking licking wetting mouth reflected a burgundy light. Seeing this oral sex ignited even hotter fires. Not only Redd was experiencing this blowjob pleasure. The rest of us glanced around to expand of our movement into this sea of bodies.

Then, into our midst, a second kneeling guy in nothing but a black leather vest and a black leather cock ring, knelt and wrapped his arms around my body and held my ass, and began sucking my cock. As if on a signal, another kneeling man entered our square of friends.

Seven of us now functioned as a unit of rich shared touches, licks, sucking, fingers finding assholes and gently tapping the entrance and sometimes wetting and entering in. My cock was sucked and another guy sucked Sandy, so we leaned forward and kissed each other, making a more intricate mandala of lovers in this unifying orgy. Wet precum leaked from our cocks into the mouths of these fabulous strangers as fingers explored us. I find Louie has switched to licking me and somehow spun around under my balls and legs. He knelt behind me with his face, nose, tongue up my ass, and the mandala spreads to include even more men added to its growing size. We maintained our central core of Sandy and me, Redd and Bert, Louis and two other cocksuckers. Strong men, large bodies shoved harder against our interwoven monad, then we lost our grasp of one another as the press of strong muscled guys surged upon us.

As if in a sudden ocean wave my grasp of Bert was lost, and the connection that the four of us had broken apart.

I watched as Redd let a small black guy stand behind him and slide his cock in him, and with that, suddenly the “fucking brigade” was upon us.

I had to decide if I’d let a cock in my ass other than Sandy’s and he faced the same decisions. But we’re both surprised by the invitation of proffered butts, and we saw the opportunity to fuck these gorgeous young men anonymously.

Sandy and I agreed with a nod to each other.
We began to swim into the core of the orgy, anonymously fucking guys who moved as the press of bodies let them, and we found ourselves floating in an ocean, farther apart physically, but I began fucking some guy and Sandy fucking some guy, and Louie steadily working my ass with his tongue and then he asks permission and I agree to get fucked by him as I fuck a starkly muscular blond boy from the college crowd. In the distance, I see Sandy and he’ fucking.

We reached out to one another, but our arms weren’t long enough to breach the gulf of flesh between us. As if on signal, we both gently exited from the men we were fucking. Louie pulled out of my ass. Sandy and I moved past shoulders and chests, legs and asses, hard cocks between every couple of guys ad infinitum, and we embraced, stomach to stomach with our dicks pressed between us and no longer available to the group, we kissed and light filled my mind and body and I witnessed time slowing down. We’d been in the orgy for hours.

Suddenly poppers were tossed into the air-conditioning system and we were all on Butyl Nitrate, stoned and aroused even more. With the whole group breathing the poppers’ fumes, this combined earthly sensuality of the group moaned in pleasure like one huge being. The orgy has a being-ness, like a living unity, and we’re in a being that each of us is a part of. Individuality was swallowed up. We pressed into each other and reached in between ourselves, and now fully four hours after we entered the press of shirtless men, we were finally cumming on each other at the edge of the orgy. We cum with explosive jets of pent up sex, like all of the beauty built up inside each of us spills out into the universe. We were sexual artists enjoying freedom to create.

We kissed in blissful afterglow and the skin of other men began to feel cooler to us. Fewer and fewer couples fucked and the masturbation ended. We all moved against one another a few more times but now it was just friendly and casual body talk. Then in twos and threes we rested upon one another, leaning on each other, and pants were here and there are pulled up to waist height, snapped or buttoned shut. Some guys let their flaccid cocks hang out and lit cigarettes, and the orgy, that great being of sensuality ended in hours of soft conversation, with occasional cock sucking.

Sandy and I again sat on one of the giant speakers, the gigantic bass woofer, and had a cigarette we bummed from Redd, then a joint. Sandy pointed to the entrance and we got off of the huge speaker, and walk single file through the crowd and out into the early pre-dawn glow of Saturday morning sunrise.

It was almost dawn Saturday, the outside air cleaned and humid. Inside Jewel’s, we’d breathed marijuana air, poppers air, cigarette smoke air, and the scent and pheromones of three or four hundred men, all shirtless or even naked. The sweat and underarm odor, the sex smells, all the smoke began to thin out as a massive air conditioning system caught up with the load it had to fight. It was strange to feel ice cold air conditioning now washing out the front door and onto the sidewalk. We went back in for a minute to cool down. The air conditioner system was injected with pure oxygen from the DJ’s booth and there was nothing more refreshing to a guy in a body crush or in an orgy. The cool oxygen invigorated us.

We wished to be nowhere other than this one place as the cool winds embraced us. Feeding the tribe pure oxygen and pure poppers caused huge swings of lessened inhibitions and let the primal being cut loose once more. People found themselves doing things that they never would have imagined they could do in public. However, Sandy and I were exhausted. Sated.


Exiting Jewel’s was always like being reborn into a forgotten world. Weather changes take place over several hours. When we went in, it was hot and humid but now, about five A.M, we walked arm in arm, clasping waists, shirtless, now in a heavy rain. Warm rain fell in the Vieux Carre and we feel bathed in the purifying water.

Monday, August 12, 2013

Running Dry excerpt by M Christian


This edition of M Christian’s Running Dry – The Complete Series contains for the first time ever the original story, the sequel novel, and a new never before published concluding novella.  This classic masterful queer thriller/horror novel is back in print with 20,000 additional words.

He’s immortal. He drinks blood. But he's not a vampire. Doud’s totally unique – a being no one’s ever seen before – and he’s desperately lonely for a lover: a special someone who will not just join him in his bed but his strange life as well. But every time he thinks he's found someone it all goes horrifically wrong.

Then one day a monster from his past returns: a thing of bitterness and fury he believed was long dead. Doud, with his friend Shelly in tow, begins a terrifying chase that begins in
Los Angeles and ends in a blistering confrontation in the desert’s baking wastes. There, in the heat and the dust, Doud will confront what he is, what he’s become, his deepest and darkest sexual desires and lusts.

Doud will get what he’s always wanted out of his long, strange life–but it will be nothing that Doud, or you, could ever have imagined!

Running Dry – The Complete Series
Amazon Kindle (May 20, 2013)
ASIN: B00CWNRFYM

Excerpt:

EMPTY

"You want some?" came a voice from the next-door stall: deep and mature, but not old; faintly lyrical but not threateningly exotic; alluring and tempting, but not shallow or jaded.

"S-sure," he stammered as he leaned forward to undo the latch, gently push the door open.

The similar sound of a cheap bolt being drawn back made his heartbeat race, a stroboscopic cascade of imagination making his eyes blur.

When he did appear, Vince saw that his voice was ... and could not be anything but, his: a face with lines of experience, but not aged; unique features, but without the fear of being too foreign; a sensually wry smile on delicate lips, but not mockingly lecherous.
Not old, but he immediately put his nearly-elegant and almost-refined face between thirty and forty; not local, but he dreamed of Cinzano umbrellas and waiters with thick mustaches ... a land within sight of an-always-turquoise Mediterranean; and a truly happy grin and an honestly playful dance of gray eyes. He wore simple but too-clean clothes, to be working simply: dark jeans, a pair of new-ish tennis shoes, and a black, well-washed, turtle-neck.

Standing, framed by the battered metal of the narrow bathroom stall, he looked down at Vince for a moment, as if doing the same cascade of imagination – and, as he did, Vince felt himself faintly blush: wondering how this handsome-but-not pretty man, who maybe (maybe-not) came from a warm land on a side of that southern sea, and who had asked to come over and suck his cock, saw him.

The floor of the bathroom was tiled, smudged and streaked here and there with whatever the owner of the Crooked Crow couldn't, or wouldn't be bothered, to clean, but it didn't stop him from kneeling down in front of Vince. The blush, at which Vince's face further warmed, didn't go away as the stranger put one hand, and then the other, on either side of Vince's thighs and gently – almost lovingly – parted them.

"You're new at this, aren't you?" the man said, with humor – but not laughter – in his voice. It matched the calmness in his touch; his playful, but not catty, tone. "There's nothing to be afraid of."

"O-Okay," Vince said, his own voice coming out too many stepped-up octaves high.
From his right thigh, the man's hand deftly slipped further up, between Vince's legs to wrap firmly, but still kindly, around his hard cock. Vince's blush remained – but then faded quickly: he'd half-expected (and half-not) that his cock would fail him, that his naïveté would leave him at half-mast, and less-than-full-steam.

This time the other man did laugh – but with and not at – and squeezed Vince's cock ever-so tighter. "I think we'll have a good time," he said.

All Vince could do was nod – and that came as a basic, deep-down reflex.

Then the other man, the stranger, dipped his head down and – with a neat, smooth, and Vince suspected well-practiced gesture, put his lips around the head of his cock. The contact was almost an electric shock: a bolt of sensuality that made – another basic, deep-down reflex – Vince hiss, and then softly moan.

Even though he couldn't see it, Vince was somehow aware that there was a smile there, wrapped around the head of his cock: a reflecting joy that Vince's pleasure was giving the other man pleasure as well.

But that was just the tease, the taste, the beginning movement, the first brush stroke: at first Vince wasn't even aware of it, but then the knowledge came and with it a new form of shock, a new level of sensuality: that the other man, this total and complete stranger kneeling down between his legs was slowly ... so very, very slowly ... inching his mouth down the shaft of Vince's cock.

He thought it would stop, Vince thought that at any moment the action would cease ... but it didn't: instead his cock went further and further down into the man's mouth, and then his throat.

Vince's soft hiss, and almost-inaudible moan, changed tune and timbre, and there was nothing he could do – or would do – to stop it. Vince's body tensed, stiffened in body-mirror to the firmness of his cock. Again, despite his will, he found his hips shoving, and pulling in and out of the other man's mouth and, again, he felt a smile in those lips and a second echoing pleasure from giving pleasure.
But it didn't stop there. Vince knew that he was new, naïve: he knew that – in his mental scorecard – that there were more empty boxes than ticked-off, completed ones when it came to ... when it came to having strange men in bathrooms sucking his dick, but what he did know was that this was different, this was unique, this was beyond anything he'd ever experienced ... and also suspected he'd feel again.

It was a man's lips, a man's tickle of teeth, roof of his mouth, the wet and firm tunnel of his throat: there was passion, there was enthusiasm, but there was also ... more.

A hint, a suggestion, a spine-tickling goose bump parade of almost-fear: a part of Vince's mind – far removed from that stall in that bathroom – knew that was he was experiencing was more that simply the best on his limited scorecard, more than he ever could expect. But he didn't say or do anything. He didn't want to say or do anything to stop it.

It felt ... it felt like his life and everything about it – every once of essence, every drop of days, every trickle of existence, was being pulled through the pool of his balls, into the heat of his deep belly, through the almost-cramping firmness of his erect shaft, past the screaming-sensitivity of his head, and out and down the wet and bottomless throat of the man kneeling in front of him.

He came, and then he came, and he came again – the first arriving and departing with the knowledge that his come shot down the other man's throat, but the others that followed were ... not dry, just not salty and sticky. That part of Vince's consciousness that wasn't there in the bathroom, might even have suspected that what was coming out of his body was even more than his essence, drops of days, trickles of existence – that what was being sucked out of him could have been everything of him, even the stuff that smelled of hot pennies, that was both slick and sticky at the same time ... as well as deep, rich, red.

But he didn't say or do anything. He didn't want to say or do anything to stop it. There was sex, there was pleasure, there was orgasm – and then there what was happening to him in the stall of that bathroom, and Vince didn't want it ever to end.

But then it did – and, at least, the conclusion wasn't sudden, a shock of being on the edge of sexual, sensual, joyful bliss, and then nothing. As with the coming, the going was slow, steady, but when he was aware of it clear and distinct. The room, his mind, everything that was then and there contracted down from where it had ballooned ... until Vince was sitting on the toilet, his legs spread, his pants around his ankles, and the man – the stranger – was slowing his rhythmic lifting and descending of his head, easing the sucking of his mouth, loosening the contractions of his throat, until it simply came to the soft, almost sweet, end of the other man kissing the overly-sensitive tip of Vince's still-hard cock.

"Good?" the other man said, a wide – a very, very wide smile – on his face.

Vince couldn't speak: he'd forgotten how and hadn't returned to earth long enough to even begin to relearn how: all he could do was nod.

The stranger playfully patted Vince's thigh, the grin never leaving his lips. "I'm glad."

Standing – another concept that Vince knew was far beyond his own body at that point – the man ran two fingers across his lips, as if savoring the lingering sensation of having Vince's cock between them.

Turning to leave, he then looked back over his shoulder and – his smile still wide but also somehow cooler, reserved, staid – said, "I'll see you later."

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Monday, August 5, 2013

Where My Love Lies Dreaming excerpt by Christopher Hawthorne Moss



Where My Love Lies Dreaming by Christopher Hawthorn Moss is a love story that takes place just before and during the American Civil War.  The main characters are a wealthy Creole riverboat gambler and a rather repressed German immigrant who works for the US government.

Elegant and sexy New Orleans gambler François "Frankie" Deramus, discovers that his beloved riverboat "Le Beau Soleil" is not, as he always claimed, his "only love" when repressed German immigrant Johnny Stanley books passage on the long trip from Illinois to the Crescent City and into his heart and bed. As you can guess, the two men wind up on opposite sides of the war.  Can this Southerner and Northerner survive when they are separated by the War Between the States?

 "If you don't fall head over heels in lust with Frankie Deramus, I'm sorry, but you just ain't alive.!"

Where My Love Lies Dreaming
Dreamspinner Press (July 31, 2013)
ISBN: 978-1-62380-638-5 (ebook)
ISBN: 978-1-62380-637-8 (paperback)

Excerpt:

Chapter 26

(Frankie, a Confederate intelligence officer, is part of a band investigating gunshots.  They have come across a party of Yankee sharpshooters who had fired the shots at a riverboat on the Mississippi River.  It is April 1865.)

The light was failing, but it was too early for the campfire to make silhouettes of the forms seated around it. One of the men was squatting by it stirring something in a pot. Another played a harmonica, a tune Frankie recognized as “Lorena.”

The picket, a man whose shoes were tied together with muddy string, lay behind them now, his throat cut, having never heard the soldier Barnet sent to silence him.

Back in the darkness a good way from the little campfire, Frankie tried to catch Barnet’s eye, to communicate the importance of preserving the officers for information. But Barnet had moved out of Frankie’s sight. He sighed, waiting for the signal. He thought, Les pauvres, they must be dead on their feet to be so easily taken.

He did not hear the signal when Barnet gave it, but obviously, the rest of the Rebel soldiers did, for with a bloodcurdling scream, they came at the men in the camp from all sides. The Yankees didn’t have a chance to snatch their guns and defend themselves. They were shot as they jerked up to stand.

Frankie screamed, “The officers!” knowing full well he could not be heard over the explosion of gunfire. He dashed forward, a second after the rest of the band converged on the campsite. He finally spotted Barnet, who had a colonel on the ground, holding his gun on him. The man lay on his back, his hands up and empty, a developing bruise under his chin from Barnet’s rifle butt.

The other Rebel soldiers milled about the bodies, prodding them with boot toes and their rifle barrels. None of the Yankees stirred. They were all dead. Frankie exchanged cold looks with the Yankee colonel, then went over to where a lieutenant lay on his back. “God damn it,” he muttered. Dead. He went over to the body to strip it of its pistol and look for any papers before the man’s blood soaked them. He knelt and reached for the sidearm, then for the collar buttons of the man’s uniform tunic.

He froze. It couldn’t be. The moment he recognized Johnny’s face, he saw movement so slight only he could have seen it. “Johnny!” he allowed to slip out under his breath. He fell on his knees by Johnny’s side and reached to his throat to feel for a pulse. It was there and strong. He was alive. He frantically started loosening buttons and straps to give him air and noticed as Johnny’s head fell sideways there was blood on the back of it and on a gnarled tree root where he must have struck it. He was only alive because he had been knocked out so the soldiers did not bother to shoot him. Officer or not, wounded men were shot. There was no way to deal with them, no way to take them back to camp as prisoners. Frankie put his hands palms down on Johnny’s chest and said an Ave as quickly as he could.

“What’s the problem?” Barnet was behind Frankie, peering through the gloom. “He not dead?”

Frankie thought fast. “No, but I thought he was reaching for his pistol, so I grabbed it. I think he’s unconscious.”

Barnet turned his head and spat on the ground. “Wittkamp, get over here. We got a wounded man.”

The muscularly built private stepped over to the wounded lieutenant and started to raise his rifle to shoot him. 

“Stop. It’s an officer. I can interrogate him when he comes to.”

Wittkamp looked at Barnet, who shrugged. “All right, Zeke. Maybe later.”

Barnet directed his men in the disposal of the bodies. Bender guarded the colonel, who had been trussed like a pig and now sat watching their every move from under bushy red eyebrows.  Frankie was aware of the man’s glare as Frankie examined Johnny’s body.

Frankie lifted Johnny to inspect his wound. The gash was bad enough to knock him out and was bleeding like mad as scalp wounds do. Frankie retrieved his handkerchief and held it folded into a compress against the wound, his palm cradling the back of Johnny’s head. With his other hand, Frankie searched for gunshot wounds. He found none, at least none fresh. He noticed how well-developed Johnny still was, perhaps more so, as if he had resumed his boxing.

“Johnny, mon ange, what has become of you all these years?”

At the sound of his name, Johnny’s eyelids fluttered. Ice-blue eyes tried to focus on the face of the man who held him. “Frankie,” he breathed. He smiled contentedly, then lost consciousness again.

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